mr LUO ZHI XIANG IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! (:

ANY KIND SOUL WANNA GIVE ME ADVANCE BIRTHDAY
PRESENT?!

I REALLY WANNA GO TO HIS 1ST DECEMBER CONCERT!
):

I WANNA GO BADLY.

MY HUBBY! ): *lol!

was too bored till me yl and maine crapped on msn pm.
=.=
people who were online ytd and know the dumb dumb 3 of us would know what happened.

I GOT A FEELING IF I DON'T TAKE CARE OF MY BODY, I'M SO GONNA FALL SICK.
-.-
pepetual headache is here to visit me, YET AGAIN.
damnit.
how come they just love me so much?!
*maybe i'm to adorable, so they jealous.
okay, there goes my lameness again.
pardon me.
-.-

but nothing's gonna stop me from gng gym and swimming tmr. and sushi with xiao hua hua and xiao lin lin! (: omg i think they're so gonna kill me after reading this! (x

4 more months to 19th birthday.
oh man!
i seems so fast.
18 years and 8 months on earth.
what have i achieved?
i cant say.
i'm getting old.
friends just turned 18 recently, or even not yet.
yet, it's my turn to turn 19.
oh, time flies fast.
i've got nothing to say.
at this point of my life, i have alot of regrets.
people who knows me really really well.
they know i hate regrets.
but what can i do.
what's done is done.
life still goes on.

have you imagine what happens after death?
heaven?
hell?
i know for people who believe in God, they will go heaven.
i quoted this from Candace blog.
Heaven.
Have you imagine what's heaven like?
How's life there?
a grassland?
a place just like earth?
We won't know until we get there.

Death.
think through seriously, are you afraid of it?
me?
i don't even dare to think of it.
it seems so far for me.
but who know, i might be the one that met an accident tmr.
Noone knows.
Life and Death.
it's just a moment.

FUCK.
I GOT NO IDEA WHAT CAME INTO MY MIND THAT I GOT EMO.
FUCK.
you know i hate this feeling.

life should be meaningFUL.
and not meaningLESS.
there's a huge difference.
some take life lightly.
yet some cherish their life like fuck.
me?
i guess, i might me wasting my life off.

to Joling,
yes.
the fake things is refering to you.
i realised you've block me from msn.
don't say you dint.
cos you know yourself i've lifted the block i had for you few days after the incident happened.
i was just suspecting.
i'm saying that you're fake is because, you heeded shermaine's idea of talking things out.
you know sms aint a great idea talk things out.
so i suggested to talk on msn.
but what did you said that night?
you're not going online that night.
alright.
that's fine with me.
i can talk another day.
but, it's been one month since then.
but why i haven been seeing you online?
i know you're online when I'M ONLINE.
i do have the intension to talk things out.
but why are you online.
you approached me to talk things out.
but why are you avoiding me?
do you see the link?
what's this?
and do you know it's not the first time you've avoided issues like this?
and regarding my grandma's wake
maybe i'll just tell you here why am i so pissed off with you then.
i guess you think that i'm so pissed off with you all because you all are not there to accompany me.
but it's not the fact.
what i'm so pissed off is, you are not straight forward.
you can jolly well tell me straight that you don't feel like coming.
and because you don't have money to take cab.
i will just accept it.
don't say something like i confirm with you later, when at that point of time you know you dont wanna come down.
you know just like this you're not being true.
you see it.
you know since that sec 3 incidents(i'm sorry girls who got involved that i'm mentioning this) and the fangfang incident.
you know i hate liars alot.
i need you just being true.
i've heard from shermaine that you said you had curfew.
and whatsoever.
i think i know more than what you think i know.
but it wouldn't affect how i think.
that's all i've got to say.
it's all up to you to say anything and judge anything.
it aint my business anymore.

tags replies

cel: ALRIGHT DARLING. (: oh anyway, I SAW AN EYECANDY FROM NP CANOE POLO ON LAST FRIDAY AT ZOUK! OH MAN! i tell you he's soooo handsome! (x i guess this is the way we communicate now. lol! you're working. and not free.): I HAVEN BEEN SEEING YOU SINCE LAST MONDAY DARLING! ):

candace: hey love, HOW DID YOU MANAGED TO WATCH IT? that uncle got check my i/c before gng in sia! you so petite. DUN EVEN LOOK LIKE YOU GRADUATED FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL LA. how you sneak in one sia! lol.

yq: HEY BABE! it was nice yea?! WE NEED TO GO OUT, URGENTLY. DATE ME ALRIGHT?! i'm so free now! ): unlike you. keep working. -.-

aderyl: haha. i'm enjoying. currently i don't hear of any for the time being. lol. yea! will sure tell you if have! (: don't be so addicted to clubbing. it's not good! (:

photos time(:

my love for now! (: ZHONG JI YI JIA!